Farewell February

The last week and a bit of February have flown by; after the fundraising party I gave myself a day off and then completed my long run of 16 miles (still 10 miles short of the main event!!)

From Thursday I then spent a few days house/cat sitting for someone who lives round the corner from where I work so rather than the 60-90 minute commute it was a 3 minute walk! It was LUSH!! I spent the extra 6 hours I gained in those three days either sleeping, reading, watching the curling! Or running! I ran before work, after work or both and it was lovely. I ignored the plan and just ran for the love of it, discovering a new city and loving the peace of coming back to an empty house where I could do what I wanted and most of the time it was nothing!

I ran a total of 40 miles this week my biggest week yet and I felt so good and positive.

Sunday was the day of the ZUMBATHON!! The final fundraising flurry… my mum had organised the whole thing and we had decided to make cakes to sell with tea / coffee, she sold 45 tickets and I spent Sunday morning making cookies, flapjacks and millionaire shortbread! Mum also made chocolate Easter cakes and lemon cupcakes! Yum!

 

Well the event was fab, everyone had such a good time and we sold nearly all the cakes! We made a total of £461.99 which brings my total fundraising amount to around £3500! YAY!!

 My long run planned for Monday until I woke up feeling unwell so spent the day doing NOTHING!

 Tuesday I had to go! I got up… had my porridge and banana two hours before, packed my jelly babies and gels, planned a route to pick up a water and headed out! I’m getting good at this planning stuff!

18 miles later 18 MILES! I finally feel that I could do it; if I HAD to run the marathon tomorrow I COULD do it! AHHHH!!

Straight after my long run I drove to my firsts sports massage; wow, it’s not hot stone massage is it, it hurt! But hopefully has done me some good; although my legs and back ache today!

I had calculated that I was 10 miles short of 100 miles this month and knowing I should allow myself today to rest I admitted defeat. Checking it on Strava earlier it was only 4 miles short! AHHH! I could’ve done that! First world problems, if only I had checked before I got to work!

Bring on March! My plan demands more miles, longer runs and time to get back to that training plan and start threshold training again, thinking about that goal!

 OO but my new sports bra arrived today and I’m excited to try it out!!

The Marathon Fundraiser!

This is a late post but the week has just flown by!

Last weekend, Saturday night, the time had finally come around to host my Marathon Fundraising party; I had asked all my friends and family to come (costing them £5!) to sell as many tickets as they could to their friends and work colleagues to try and raise as much money as possible; my family and I had organised a band for the evening, a raffle and three amazing auction prizes.

So Saturday came and I was so nervous and anxious that no one would come, my parents-in-law were unwell so half way through the day when they called to say they couldn’t make it I had a mini melt down in the shower with my other half ensuring me someone would turn up!

We decorated the room with British Heart Foundation balloons and heart sprinkles, set out the raffle prizes and people actually turned up, not just some but we had an amazing turn out and my friends and family who are all incredible went raffle crazy, with both buying and helping to sell to everyone in the room.

I spent the next hour trying to talk to people whilst nervously waiting for the band to take a break so I could commence the auction..

The first auction prize a signed Arsenal photo – I was nervous doing the raffle and stone cold sober but luckily people starting bidding and it went for an incredible £140

The second, signed David Attenborough photos went for £100 and the final two day photography course went for £110. I am so so grateful to my sister who got all three of these prizes, she really is incredible; she may not be running but I couldn’t of done this without her!

The raffle next and 20 prizes given out the band started their second set and people started to dance! Yay!

At midnight we finished up, people had slower drifted but hopefully everyone had a fun evening; the band were fantastic.

We counted up the money towards the end of the night and we raised an incredible £821!!

£821!! ♥♥♥

 

I was so overwhelmed but also so tired! All my thoughts over the last few months had been consumed by this party night! I was so pleased it was done and so so pleased with the generosity of my lovely friends and family. They say running a marathon is hard work but fundraising is much worse; it doesn’t involve just you but also everyone around you, asking them for help all the time; I have been such a burden on them for so long now I am so so pleased that it is almost over! The running is the easy bit, that is down to me and me alone.

My highlight of my evening; my friend Stu and his girlfriend Siobhan travelling from London for the night, not only have I not seen him in AGES but Siobhan ran the marathon last year (she inspired me to run it this year!) and I soaked up all the tips and advice she gave, being totally inspired all over again by her tales and experience. Yes I am grateful to everyone that came but these people mean the world to me and I appreciated that they came so far.

My running last week, to sum it up in a word: ATROCIOUS! I ran a total of 5 miles – 5 MILES! After 56 weeks that is the first time I haven’t ran 10 miles in a week, I finally conceded to my other half that it just wasn’t going to happen. My plans, mind, anxiety and life was won me over but that’s ok! I’ll allow myself that one week.

BOY have I made up for it this week…. Blog post to come soon!

Birthday Celebrations and the Worthing Half Marathon!

So the first two weeks in February have been busy ones and ended with my birthday weekend. Whoop!!

It was my Birthday Friday which started right with a little birthday run and then a fun filled day and evening with family and on Saturday I travelled down to Worthing with my boyfriend ready for the Worthing Half Marathon on Sunday.

Recently I’ve noticed that my pace is not getting faster, there was a period of time I was hitting under 9 minute miles consistently but I’ve noticed recently that this isn’t happening; whether it’s because an extra half a stone has crept on, or the long runs are taking the priority but I wasn’t confident that I would finish this half marathon in under 2 hours but nevertheless that was the aim. My calf has been tight in recent weeks I was nervous but with my last two runs being ok I was optimistic that I would be able to cope, even if I had to stretch a little.

Added to that, with a few pints watching the rugby on Saturday afternoon and an amazing Italian meal out in the evening, a croissant in the morning it wasn’t the perfect preparation, but you have to live life!

So Sunday Morning we made our way to the start of the race, it was about a mile from our B&B so a nice little warm up walk; I’m not a person who warms up with a run (why run more when I’m about to run 13 miles, but maybe this is something I need to consider and work on?)

The start was pretty relaxed, on the seafront, loads of toilets, I had no bag to drop off so straight to the start line and no waves or pens so just joined the crowd, waved goodbye to my boyfriend the countdown began

The usual slow start until I reached the start line and then I was off, getting used to weaving round people for the first mile and not getting distracted by others. On my recent Marathon training day the coach told us to get into our bubble, try not to sit comfortably behind the slower ones or try racing with the faster people and I channelled this, focused on how I felt and tried to get into that comfortable pace.

The next few miles I felt comfortable but they were at a slightly faster pace than my target of 9.10 minutes per mile (a sub two hour half), so I tried to slow down a bit, which worked and I was going well and strong; the people dotted around the town cheering were fab and the route goes through the town and around the houses for a good 6-7 miles which was lovely as meant there were often people stood outside there house cheering and the route itself was quite distraction.

At 6 miles I made the decision to put in my headphones, I don’t run with music but I do have an audio book and I thought this would distract me for the next few miles which I thought would be the toughest, six miles down but still 7 to go!

Mile 7; we turned back onto the beach and began to run down the seafront, lovely EXCEPT the head wind. OH MY WORD the headwind! It was horrible and for the next 3 miles it was tough. We were running down the seafront and was now joined by the fast runners coming back toward the finish line, this was really nice distraction and I just couldn’t wait to turn around and start heading to the finish. That turn came at mile 10; a mile loop round a park and then back towards the finish! Although was it too late by then, those last few miles were slow, below target pace and 2/3 miles left to pull it back. Could I do it?

Mile 11, the wind behind us, although you don’t feel it half as much as when you are running into it but so much easier and I could feel the finish in site. I had markers.. the roundabout… the water station… the prom and then the finish.

I kept pushing, looking at my pace, a few started walking around me but I knew I had to keep pushing:

Mile 11- 9:08 – Perfect

Mile 12 – 9.00 – Faster, could I keep this up?!

Mile 13 – I was slowing down, had a pushed too hard too quick, the long promenade run to the finish felt just that; long!

With half a mile left I knew I hadn’t done enough, although the last 0.2 mile at a 8.17 pace, I saw my boyfriend just before the finish, smiled and was so pleased I had finished. I felt good, I was pleased with my run… I stopped by Garmin, looked at my time…

2:00:56! Bloody Hell! I was gutted.

I found my boyfriend and had a little cry, I was so disappointed that I just wasn’t good enough to get that sub 2 hours but he reminded me that the last half marathon I completed (Bristol in 2011) my time was plus 3 hours so I’ve knocked an hour off my time, plus there’s my goal for next time, the time to beat. He’s very good at calming down my silly disappointments!

I was so chuffed to get my medal and felt proud I had done it but had that slightly sour taste with those bloody 56 seconds! I still have that sour taste and now the sub 2 is my nemesis; Swansea Half in June is my next half and lets see if that will be the one, the magic sub 2!

Let’s not overlook my magic Strava that says I’ve got ALL the Pb’s! Must remember to look at the positives!

So now to reflect on the race; my legs were strong, no pain, my pace almost perfect (I blame the wind!) and the only problem was a bit of chaffing from my underwear (so too much info!) but I need to start seriously considering these things with only 10 weeks left to go. During the race I had also tasted out eating to maintain my strength, I had taken a Trek bar with me, the protein flapjack, and ate a third of it at mile 5 and although I didn’t feel sick afterwards I found it hard to eat and run, I didn’t eat the rest until after the race so I need to consider other alternatives to snacks; there are the gels, but they are gross! Or jelly beans which could be easier, I have ten weeks to practice so jelly beans go on my shopping list.

When I got home I purchased new running pants; Women’s running recently did a piece of underwear so I took there advice and purchased a pair of RunderWear briefs, the reviews are amazing and I’ve never been so excited to try new pants before! I also bought a SpiBelt, it had been on my Christmas list and although I have pockets in all my running trousers I think the SpiBelt will make it easier and be able to store those magic beans!

A rest day today, slightly soreness in my hip and legs, not painful just a little tight, which a good foam roll will help with. My back has also been playing up for the past few months I don’t think its running related so I’m off to the Doctors tomorrow to see if there’s anything I can do to address it and then back to it…

Next Race; London Marathon! AHHHHH!!

Farewell January!

So I end January on a Positive note…

I squeezed in two miles today to round the month up to a lovely round 100 miles; Not just on track for my marathon training but also on track for my 1000 mile challenge for the year (although I would like to do 1253.927 – 2018 km in 2018 – but that may be a bit too ambitious!)

Some of them were very muddy; one of them was VERY wet!

This weekend I headed to London as the British Heart Foundation held a Marathon Training Day which was fab; not only did I get to meet a lot of other marathon trainees but also got so many fab training tips, how to avoid injury (fingers crossed), training and nutrition. We went for a short run and the experts gave us tips on our running styles; I hold my arms to high causing me to hold tension in my shoulders! Came away feeling really positive but also terrified that I’ve only got 12 weeks left!

Sunday I completed my long run (14 and a half miles) with a very scenic route around London, with my sister as bike support shouting directions at me currently made the run go quicker Saw all the sights and got my run done – Double Whammy!!

All the London Sights!

My sister started telling me parts of the marathon route as we were going round but I stopped her for two reasons, 1 – Don’t ruin the surprise!! And 2 I already feel overwhelmed by it all, so I can’t handle picturing the finish line at the moment, 14 miles is great but there’s another 12 to do on top of that!

Then to finish the weekend off I had a spa day on Monday, I did nothing but relax and have a massage! It was amazing!

My Frosty Morning Run, which I loved – this was my 6th photo attempt, the rest are mainly me stood there trying to see the timer!

Still noticing my calves are extremely tight at the beginning of my runs, going to look at my soles of my trainers to see if they’ve moved in the wash but other than that nothing’s changed so odd and annoying that the pain is now starting to occur!

This week… The beginning of February and a very busy month, a wedding, 2 birthdays (both mine and my other half), a fundraising party, a ‘Zumbathon’ and a half marathon!

I’ve just calculated my training plan is estimated around 91 miles… so an extra half here and there and I can boost that to 100 again! Maybe that 1254 isn’t so ambitious ! ekk!

Bring on February!

This is more than a Day in April

This morning was the first time I felt that my training was all coming together and this marathon was happening (ekk!)

Maybe it was the reminders all over Instagram yesterday that there was 100 days to go

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Maybe I have just realised I am running the marathon, now and every run and every time I get up early to train, this is what the marathon is.

It is not about, not JUST about, the 22nd April but it’s every training run building up to that, making me stronger, fitter, faster (fingers crossed) and ready so that on the day, that’s just the end of it all, the marathon is all the months training, at the moment the marathon is my life!

The last two weeks I’ve jumped straight back into training, on plan and my head is in the game, I am more determined, focused and dedicated than I have been, maybe the guilt of having an easier Christmas period than I hoped has spurred me on!

Last Sunday was an incredibly muddy off road run (the plan says off-road so I run off road!)

This week has been altered slightly to free up Sunday for a Christening but I should end the week on 31 miles, I think my biggest week to date!

I am nowhere near ready, I am not fast enough or running far enough (as my plan dictates) but I am improving! Today I have ran a 10K PB… at 6am on an early Friday morning before work with heavy legs I did it and it felt good!

The plan is working and I’m working forward to going further, faster and stronger

A short happy post this morning – Happy Friday!

It’s been a Long Month!

I’m so sorry for the silence, it’s been a long month with a few events here and there!

I have been struggling with fitting running in this month, fitting it in around work and life, especially with the events of this week…

At the beginning on the month I caught the dreaded cold, tight chest and therefore didn’t run a long distance, instead I’ve been enjoying running and created a festive shape…

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On Sunday 17th December I did the annual ‘Christmas Cracker’ race in Weston-Super-Mare with my uncle, it was on the beach (urgh!) it was 10k and it was fancy dress!!

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I loved it! It was fun, didn’t last too long (I love 10km) and my uncle is a marathon man! He’s ran over 100 half’s and marathons and he’s ran the London Marathon 3 times so as we were running he gave me some great advice and some amazing motivation.

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This week started off ok, took it easy at the beginning of the week and planned to go for a long run on my days off this week. Another Christmas shape as I’m getting into the spirit!

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Little did I know I’d be getting a phone call on Wednesday to say my other half and been knocked off his bike and had a suspected broken ankle.

One of the worse few hours of my life, He’s a very lucky man and has no broken bones but damaged ligaments in his ankle. He is currently in a ‘moon boot’ and can’t walk around, so I’ve spent the last few days nursing him!

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It just means a little bit more work around the house for me, Darran is normally very good, washing up, preparing tea, walking the dog and now he’s sofa bound I’m struggling to fit it all in!!

Hey Ho… its Christmas, a week or so and it will all settle down and then I’ll get back on track, for now, life comes first

Merry Christmas Everyone

xx

To stand there knowing you did everything you could

Hello!!

 I haven’t wrote a blog in a while so I thought I would just update you on how it is all going, and its actually going ok!

 I am still following my pre ‘marathon training’ training plan which is now in its last week; I have been running three times a week, two sessions have been threshold sessions and then once a week a ‘long’ run.

 The threshold training session involved running at a ‘controlled discomfort’, described as an effort level of around 8/10 and to maintain this for a set period of time before a short rest and repeat, you should be able to speak 4 or 5 words, not hold a conversation but not work too hard that you have to stop. I am still finding my feet with these and spend the 5/6 minutes looking at the time and wishing the minutes away!! My pace is ok but I’m nervous about increasing the times and still being able to maintain this pace but that is to come!

My Pre Training Marathon Plan!

 My long runs are also going ok, I completed a 10 mile and a 7 mile over the last couple of weeks at a steady pace, both felt comfortable and like I could continue but I’m sticking to the plan! However if I carried on at that ‘steady’ run pace for the whole marathon I would be very close if not under my sub 4 hour top goal!! That is the dream!!

I often think about what result I am looking for in the marathon, and there are several that I contemplate on a daily basis; mainly it’s to raise as much money as I can for the British Heart Foundation as it’s such an amazing cause but I can’t help but to set myself little personal marathon goals:

Goal 1 – Finish the marathon (of course, the dream!)

Goal 2 – Finish the marathon in under 4 hours (This is the realistic challenge, if I give my all I can do this!)

Goal 3 – If I cannot run it in under 4 hours then my friend finished in 04:11 – beat this is the next goal!!

Goal 4 – The BIG ONE – Finish the marathon in 3 hours 45 minutes – A good for age time! A BLOODY good time…. Maybe not this year, maybe not this time but I’m already thinking about trying for this one with another marathon!! Ha!!

 The British Heart Foundation have provided me with some marathon people (Full Potential) who provided me with this training plan and also guidance on nutrition, clothing and everything surrounding the marathon; this week they did a live YouTube chat on marathon training and although I couldn’t watch it live I have caught up and it is fab. Apart from all the useful guidance I took one thing from it that has been resonating with me all week and I think will continue until Marathon – he said “You will want to stand on that start line knowing you did everything you could”; all the training and the different session through the good times and the bad and do you know what, I do, I do want to stand there feeling ‘Yes I’ve got this, I’ve done everything I could”; that phrase alone is getting me out the door!

 So all in all a pretty boring week to report, my foots better and I haven’t cried so all in all not a lot to complain about!! I hope it’s all like this but I have no doubt it will get tough! Bring it on!!

The Road Not Taken

Tonight I completed my first run in the evenings since the clocks went back; it was cold and very very dark. From my house I either have the option of running up and down a half mile stretch which is lit or I run into the darkness, I chose the darkness.

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Tonight I realised how much of a mental game this training is going to be; when its dark, cold, raining and I need to go out and run for an hour or two I’m going to need to be strong because tonight staring into the darkness with the little light from my head torch to guild me it was completely overwhelming and I had the same thought over and over again, the thought, that this is going to be a long hard few months of winter training.

Hopefully with my work shift pattern most of my runs I will try and squeeze into the day but with the ever approaching December ‘Winter is coming’

After a little cry at home and a completely sense of ‘this is not going to be fun’ I re-read my latest email from the Marathon trainers from British Heart Foundation that I received this afternoon. I quote “You certainly do have a challenge when you look at all your shift patterns but also the fact that you have an hour’s commute as well, I think you’re doing very well to be achieving the training that you are currently doing. “ I had briefly read this before my run and I think I remembered the wrong part. I need to forget about “You certainly do have a challenge” and remember the “I think you’re doing very well to be achieving the training that you are currently doing”

I can do it. I am doing it.

So this week is about getting out there and getting used to the dark, start putting those regular miles in and trying a few new techniques featured in my training plan although I have to say I’m not looking forward to being in ‘controlled discomfort’!

Onwards, Upwards and into the Darkness!

On a brighter and lighter note my ankle seems to be settling; with some strength exercises, a compression sock and some fab new trainers I haven’t had any pain in a few days now, fingers crossed that’s it.

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7 weeks to go of my 2017 challenge!

164 Days to Go!

 

500 Miles; A Celebration and a Heat bag

This week… yesterday in fact I officially ran my 500th Mile of the year! Whoop!

In December last year I decided to set myself a target, one that couldn’t be done in a day or would finish half way through the year but something that would make me keep going week on week and this was the one! In order to reach 500 miles I knew that I would have to do 10 miles a week, give or take and that would get me there, so that’s what I decided to do 10 miles every week of this year and this week I completed 500 miles! Yay!! Although I’m not celebrating quite yet for 2 reasons:

One – At some point in January Darran pointed out to me that he didn’t believe I could run 10 miles every week (humph!), he’s tried to explain this statement in many ways since; he means injury would strike, or that plans would get in the way or both…however I heard “You can’t run 10 miles every week”! Of course since this I have done everything I can to run those miles… I’ve got up at 4am before a 10 hour day shift to run as I was going on holiday that evening, I have ran with very bruised ribs (that was shuffling not running!) and every week I have run 10 miles. No matter why he said it and what he meant he has pushed me into this and I almost feel a sense of pride (almost as I’m 10 weeks off!), without having to prove someone wrong I am not sure I would’ve done it!! Bloody stubbornness!

The second reason to not celebrate quite yet is that I’m currently sat with my ankle elevated and a heat bag on my knee, for the last half a mile in yesterday’s run (Mile 500!) I had a shooting pain in my heel, I styled it out of course, but since then walking up or down stairs and any attempt at running have caused pain in my foot, possibly the beginning of Plantar fascia I am resting and with a mile and a half left for this week’s miles I am worried! Worried that Darran will be right and worried that if I don’t rest it will only get worse and jeopardise my marathon training and I am too stubborn to decide which one is more important! Of course the marathon is but I can’t face Darran being right!

A bit of Google research and it’s probably because my trainers are too worn, I have a problem where I run on the inside of my foot causing my ankle to roll in and my knees to come under strain; my trainers help this so if they are old (and they are!) I could be running into old habits. So a trip to Asics tomorrow, another day of rest (minus work!) and then squeeze in the 12 minutes of running to complete the week on Sunday; what a plan!

In other exciting news I received a training plan from the partners of The British Heart Foundation; Full Potential, it included a plan, information of various types of runs I should be doing, stretches, conditional training, nutrition and loads more which is fab; I’ve heard about lots of these things but never really applied them to me so I’m excited to start the plan!

176 days to go!!

 

My One Mile ‘Long Run’

Training for the marathon has, so far, been going well,*touching all the wood I can see*. I’ve stuck to my (very basic) plan and I can now run 14 miles comfortably; I am starting to throw more hill training in and next month the introduction of intervals to improve my pace; although not looking forward to that one!

When I’m not running I’m either thinking about running or thinking about fundraising! Whether its organising my fundraising night, organising raffle prizes and then selling raffle tickets or the latest selling hats my mum’s knitting! My whole life is already consumed by the marathon and we are still 6 months out!

This week I had my first marathon related dream too, it probably had a lot to do with the fact that I was reading the magazine before going to sleep but my dream consisted of me and a group of people I didn’t know in the starting pen and then being taken to the start line where I realised I forgot my shoes… then I needed the loo… then I got lost… Yes it was one of those dreams! As well as have my hair cut half into a bob (which is a little fear of mine – I want long beautiful hair for my wedding – which is not planned! I know I’m crazy!) So woke up thinking it was all a bit strange!

So with my life consumed by running; yesterday I had a long run planned, my longest to date, the next ‘milestone’ in my training 16 miles…. I woke up feeling so tired! I cancelled all my other plans for the day to simply focus on running but by 10 o’clock I still hadn’t changed out of my pyjamas! At 10.30 I decided that I would at least walk the dog and that should hopefully be enough to get me moving. It was.

By the time I had arrived back home it was gone 11 but I had decided that it was the time to get going! I left the house; it was drizzly but nothing I couldn’t handle… so she says!

½ a mile in the heavens opened and there was little old me, getting drenched! I decided this was a sign and I did not want to put up with another 3 hours of that, thank you very much.

I turned around and ran home! Spiriting through my front door sodden! Needless to say it wasn’t long until I was back in my pyjamas on the sofa having cuddles with the dog…

So my 16 mile ‘long run’ turned out to be no more than a mile! I’ve had these runs before, I’m not letting it bother me, I plan to go out tomorrow and do some hill training, at least get these weekly miles in and when the overtime dust settles and I’m a little bit more refreshed I will tackle that 16 miles again!

I am coming for you! 

O of course… if anyone want to buy a raffle ticket please contact me! If you don’t know I’m raising money for a marathon!!